SUSI
VARMING
As if you cared
Lyrics and music by Susi Varming
who’s been silent far too loud
who’s been humble far too proud
who’s been ruthless far too kind
seeing clearly being blind
who’s been feeble who’s been strong
who’s been pretty wild and young
who’s been caring not giving a damn
never knowing who i am
as if you cared even slightly
as if you cared honestly
as if you cared even slightly
as if you cared to see
i’ve been your trusted friend your traitor
i’ve been your worst mistake your savior
i’ve been giving selfishly
damned and chained by liberty
as if you cared…
we succeeded once we failed
in blaming everyone but ourselves
i see it all so clearly now how denial has prevailed
and the boozy streets we came from
surely taught us how to fail
i surrender i regress
i warmly welcome this powerlessness
i will face and leave the load of my sins
i will lean back then and my life begin
and you might care more than slightly…
what life has done to you and to me
you might care to see

